today's just not my day.
depressing, irritating, low-progressive, frustrating...
and it's not even friday the 13th yet.
aggressive mood? oh yes.
fighting with parents about almost everything
it's easy to play the blame game
with some excuses and a finger
you could be the most righteous person
everything is my fault.
yeah, just blame me.
whoever does whatever,
just blame it on me.
so many moments i want to yell back to them
but i chose to be silent
i don't wanna fight them
though i have legitimacy.
----
i'm starting to feel the pressure
of going to college
it's very different than taiwan.
----
i'm in a very awkward situation
an awkward environment and surrounding
an awkward body
an awkward age
moving awkwardly
thoughts conflicting
right now,
i'm just an awkward existence.
----
too much on my mind, again.
voices overlapping each other
so loud, so loud.
but i can't do anything about it
or maybe
i just don't want to do anything
just drown, quietly and peacefully...
just, like that...
----
i tried to make today better
but i kept get beaten down
it's okay, maybe tomorrow,
or some other day i'll be better.
but will i be able to hope still?
i feel so depressed.
:(
depressing, irritating, low-progressive, frustrating...
and it's not even friday the 13th yet.
aggressive mood? oh yes.
fighting with parents about almost everything
it's easy to play the blame game
with some excuses and a finger
you could be the most righteous person
everything is my fault.
yeah, just blame me.
whoever does whatever,
just blame it on me.
so many moments i want to yell back to them
but i chose to be silent
i don't wanna fight them
though i have legitimacy.
----
i'm starting to feel the pressure
of going to college
it's very different than taiwan.
----
i'm in a very awkward situation
an awkward environment and surrounding
an awkward body
an awkward age
moving awkwardly
thoughts conflicting
right now,
i'm just an awkward existence.
----
too much on my mind, again.
voices overlapping each other
so loud, so loud.
but i can't do anything about it
or maybe
i just don't want to do anything
just drown, quietly and peacefully...
just, like that...
----
i tried to make today better
but i kept get beaten down
it's okay, maybe tomorrow,
or some other day i'll be better.
but will i be able to hope still?
i feel so depressed.
:(
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不可這樣啊... 我看不完但是也不能理解很多細節 但是生完氣後你仍會有跟爸媽親近的時刻啊~ 氣惱的原因在細細推敲吧!!
也只能這樣 氣在頭上真的不是辦法:/
加油，永遠支持你!：)
謝謝,我不會忘記的:)
我喜歡妳的特別. 希望妳能與妳的特別和平相處, 並早日發覺我們旁人一直看得很清楚的, 妳非常美好的部分.= ) 上大學會發生很多好事, 我覺得那也會是個更適合妳的地方, 期待它別恐懼它.= ) 與家人爭執時沉默不見得是壞事. 降低傷害的發生.降低衝突. 這樣的妳其實是非常成熟而值得鼓勵的: D 一直覺得妳很棒= ) 妳會愈來愈棒的= ) by季
我也希望我能早日發覺:) 這麼自我懷疑也不是辦法, 停留在原地似的! 這種大學前的緊張會不會像捐血; 事前害怕而不知所措, 而等事情真的發生後卻感覺良好而笑呢? 不久後我就會知道了:) 與別人相處有時會有衝突 因為對越愛的人會越任性... 明明就有認知 卻又無法控制 除了沉默我也不知道能做什麼 對於家人和她都是一樣的(苦笑) 一直都很感謝妳:) I can not thank you enough!:D If is isn't for you, I don't know where I'd be now. Thank you, very much. :)