phatedeath

I will not use my words to fight back
I will only remain silence
Will you understand? Will you care?
I don't know, and I'm scared to know.
That's why I don't talk much anymore. To anyone.
Does it really work?
People don't care anyways. 
I can just die right now. 
I WANT to die right now. 
Living is a very tiring task for me currently.
大部分的時間我選擇沉默
因為我感覺大家不懂
沒有人懂.....
 
 
反正要說的就是那些
也不會有人想聽
還是沉默吧。

我不寫網誌了。
......
It's not like anyone cares to read anyway...
and I don't really have a purpose to write in here anymore.

我發現，近年來的跨年我都是在電腦前度過的。
就是在這裡，我的部落格。
而今年我會再做同樣的事，就當作是一個傳統吧。

http://phatedeath.tumblr.com/
我正在想我還要不要繼續在無名blog...

最近雪量增加，佳節/假期的氣氛也越來越重。 
準備放假XD也忙著送禮物給好友們。
我做了松露巧克力喔:3
包裝完之後應該會很高級的樣子吧XD

Yes, I'm gonna write in English. Stop complaining about you can't read it or blah blah blah. I'm not in the best mood right now, if you haven't notice.
And don't judge my writing/spelling/grammar.
Life's a bit tough right now.
I'm busy applying to colleges, which is like TONS of work since my parents want me to apply to more than 5 colleges (actually I might apply to 15. That's a bunch!!!!!!!). So that means I'm gonna fill out 15 applications, write like 30 essays. Do the math. Not easy, eh? And after I'm done with all this, I have to apply for scholarships and financial aid. Ughh. Save mehh...D:

忙碌的生活中，抽個幾分鐘來聽好音樂。
Sophie Madeleine - "Stars" from knuckle.tv on Vimeo.

寫網誌不太需要什麼藉口，
可是若只寫一些雜七雜八的零碎生活片段，
大概只會bore人家。
算了，還是很沒良心的寫雜七雜八的事吧。(哈哈!)

這周四天連假!
原因: Boise學區老師開會XDDD

若我說我忙到沒時間打網誌好像是藉口
因為我已經考完ACT了:D
其實我打算在重考一次(哭)