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Yes, I'm gonna write in English. Stop complaining about you can't read it or blah blah blah. I'm not in the best mood right now, if you haven't notice.
And don't judge my writing/spelling/grammar.
Life's a bit tough right now.
I'm busy applying to colleges, which is like TONS of work since my parents want me to apply to more than 5 colleges (actually I might apply to 15. That's a bunch!!!!!!!). So that means I'm gonna fill out 15 applications, write like 30 essays. Do the math. Not easy, eh? And after I'm done with all this, I have to apply for scholarships and financial aid. Ughh. Save mehh...D:
Schoolwork is keeping me busy as well. I have to keep my grades up but I have 4 boring core classes this semester, which means, lots of homework and test. You might say, "uh, duh, you're a senior." But no! that's not it! It's not because of that so I have lots of homework/tests, it's because they're classes I DON'T enjoy: economics, health, government, English (the only subject I kinda like). Can't wait to end all this and move on to next semester.... only two core classes and four elective! yay!
As you might know, I have a crush. I call her "Echikun"; no special meaning with the name, just a code, hehe. I really like her, but I think that she doesn't/won't like me. My friend A thinks that she might, and I'm just being pessimistic. "You hide your feelings all the time, how do you know if she's not hiding hers?" True....but, it's the way she looks at me and talk to me. And the way she looks at other people... I just... feel that way. Feel that I'm not the one. I'm not.
High school is one of the places that has the most boring/stupid dramas going on, and now I'm surrounded by them! Fortunately it's not about me, but they're among my group of friends. A like B but C also likes B so A and C are fighting, D dumped E and now E is being a whore, C dated F but C dumped F, G asked F out but C got mad, H likes 3 people at the same time, J got dumped too and is all sad/mad 'cause J's ex is dating someone J hates....................... oh did I mention that T was fighting with Q?... D-R-A-M-A. I'm clever enough to keep myself out.
I wanted to get a job, but my opportunity is really limited since I don't have a car (most of my friends have a car! >_>). But I figure I might be unable to handle it, since I'm so busy... I kinda want to get a new camera. It's Thanksgiving, and Christmas is coming! Know what that means? SHOPPING! yup yup. It's shopping season, and this is the best time to get good deals. Almost everything will be on sale. I checked out a DSLR online today, and it has a price decrease of $100! That's crazy!!!! But I think I'm not ready to get a DSLR. I'm thinking of getting a advance point&shoot camera.
OH! OH! So, I have to take a test called ACT so I can apply for college, right? I got a great score (in my standard)! Finally! I was sooo happy, that makes me able to apply for some better colleges. Congrats meh :3
Do you guys know a website called "deviantART"? It's a website where everyone can submit their own art works (any form!). It's such a cool website, and I love appreciating those awesome pieces. Speaking of this, there's a magazine in our area... and I think I'm gonna submit my poems or maybe (just maybe) an art work. I know mine probably won't get in, but it's okay, at least I've tried. It's a chance :) BTW, my favorite series CIRQUE DU FREAK now has manga version! (I just found out like last month XP) Nicely done, I would suggest you to read it. :]
I now have my own laptop because I need it for schoolwork and college. Feels nice, since I used to have my own computer. I like to customize everything for myself, and I don't like public use computer. Therefore I webcam called two of my friends, Lily and Rita. Twas fun! X) It always feels good to talk with old friends (and in Mandarin).
It's really cool how Facebook can bring people together. November 13th, it was "To Write Love On Her Arm Day." TWLOHA is a movement that helps people with addiction, depression, and self-injuring. If you support them, then you write the word "love" on your arm for that day. :) I thought it was a beautiful thing, and you bet that I wrote love on my arm. I had "愛", "love", "
","Liebe", "Je t'aime", "TWLOHA" written on my arms. I felt good.
Sometimes I feel really lost. I'm restless and I'm tired, and I'm definitely stressed. It's not just all the things that are keeping me busy, but also my heart is so empty. It feels as if all my passions are gone, and I'm just a piece of flesh moving...
Even though lots of people think that I'm a optimism, the works I create are often dark. They're about loss, death, broken hearts, sins. I'm a dark artist, but I'm optimism. Ironic. Did you know that Murphy was a optimism? That's ironic as well. My only not-dark-creations are probably the things I design in my engineering class. Like, my 2" cube. Or, my Chinese bridge candle holder. Or, my bird feeder.
Speaking of engineering, I'm not sure what to major in college. I wanted to major industrial design, but my mom thinks that EE or computer science is more useful. I don't know... But we'll see.
Have you ever had a feeling how you're betrayed but not really but just really disappointed? When you thought someone is you good friend but then they keep their distant? It's so sad. Is it just me? Is it Echikun? Is it a culture shock? Or just a gap that could cause by everything? Ich weiss aber nicht mehr.
I think I found my favorite classical music genre. I fancy the Russian musicians and their music. :D How it flow, and all their personal feelings. It contains all kinds of mood, and the tone... Wonderful. Like Tchaikovsky, and Rachmaninoff. I went to a concert yesterday morning, and just about when I was gonna buy the tickets, a very nice lady asked if I want her extra tickets (two!). Thank you Mrs. LL for you kindness. I hope you enjoyed the concert, and God bless you. :) (OH, Ming was there too! Can't believe I missed her XO)
I think I should write my college apps essays now.... so my ranting will just end here. XD
And don't judge my writing/spelling/grammar.
Life's a bit tough right now.
I'm busy applying to colleges, which is like TONS of work since my parents want me to apply to more than 5 colleges (actually I might apply to 15. That's a bunch!!!!!!!). So that means I'm gonna fill out 15 applications, write like 30 essays. Do the math. Not easy, eh? And after I'm done with all this, I have to apply for scholarships and financial aid. Ughh. Save mehh...D:
Schoolwork is keeping me busy as well. I have to keep my grades up but I have 4 boring core classes this semester, which means, lots of homework and test. You might say, "uh, duh, you're a senior." But no! that's not it! It's not because of that so I have lots of homework/tests, it's because they're classes I DON'T enjoy: economics, health, government, English (the only subject I kinda like). Can't wait to end all this and move on to next semester.... only two core classes and four elective! yay!
As you might know, I have a crush. I call her "Echikun"; no special meaning with the name, just a code, hehe. I really like her, but I think that she doesn't/won't like me. My friend A thinks that she might, and I'm just being pessimistic. "You hide your feelings all the time, how do you know if she's not hiding hers?" True....but, it's the way she looks at me and talk to me. And the way she looks at other people... I just... feel that way. Feel that I'm not the one. I'm not.
High school is one of the places that has the most boring/stupid dramas going on, and now I'm surrounded by them! Fortunately it's not about me, but they're among my group of friends. A like B but C also likes B so A and C are fighting, D dumped E and now E is being a whore, C dated F but C dumped F, G asked F out but C got mad, H likes 3 people at the same time, J got dumped too and is all sad/mad 'cause J's ex is dating someone J hates....................... oh did I mention that T was fighting with Q?... D-R-A-M-A. I'm clever enough to keep myself out.
I wanted to get a job, but my opportunity is really limited since I don't have a car (most of my friends have a car! >_>). But I figure I might be unable to handle it, since I'm so busy... I kinda want to get a new camera. It's Thanksgiving, and Christmas is coming! Know what that means? SHOPPING! yup yup. It's shopping season, and this is the best time to get good deals. Almost everything will be on sale. I checked out a DSLR online today, and it has a price decrease of $100! That's crazy!!!! But I think I'm not ready to get a DSLR. I'm thinking of getting a advance point&shoot camera.
OH! OH! So, I have to take a test called ACT so I can apply for college, right? I got a great score (in my standard)! Finally! I was sooo happy, that makes me able to apply for some better colleges. Congrats meh :3
Do you guys know a website called "deviantART"? It's a website where everyone can submit their own art works (any form!). It's such a cool website, and I love appreciating those awesome pieces. Speaking of this, there's a magazine in our area... and I think I'm gonna submit my poems or maybe (just maybe) an art work. I know mine probably won't get in, but it's okay, at least I've tried. It's a chance :) BTW, my favorite series CIRQUE DU FREAK now has manga version! (I just found out like last month XP) Nicely done, I would suggest you to read it. :]
I now have my own laptop because I need it for schoolwork and college. Feels nice, since I used to have my own computer. I like to customize everything for myself, and I don't like public use computer. Therefore I webcam called two of my friends, Lily and Rita. Twas fun! X) It always feels good to talk with old friends (and in Mandarin).
It's really cool how Facebook can bring people together. November 13th, it was "To Write Love On Her Arm Day." TWLOHA is a movement that helps people with addiction, depression, and self-injuring. If you support them, then you write the word "love" on your arm for that day. :) I thought it was a beautiful thing, and you bet that I wrote love on my arm. I had "愛", "love", "
","Liebe", "Je t'aime", "TWLOHA" written on my arms. I felt good. Sometimes I feel really lost. I'm restless and I'm tired, and I'm definitely stressed. It's not just all the things that are keeping me busy, but also my heart is so empty. It feels as if all my passions are gone, and I'm just a piece of flesh moving...
Even though lots of people think that I'm a optimism, the works I create are often dark. They're about loss, death, broken hearts, sins. I'm a dark artist, but I'm optimism. Ironic. Did you know that Murphy was a optimism? That's ironic as well. My only not-dark-creations are probably the things I design in my engineering class. Like, my 2" cube. Or, my Chinese bridge candle holder. Or, my bird feeder.
Speaking of engineering, I'm not sure what to major in college. I wanted to major industrial design, but my mom thinks that EE or computer science is more useful. I don't know... But we'll see.
Have you ever had a feeling how you're betrayed but not really but just really disappointed? When you thought someone is you good friend but then they keep their distant? It's so sad. Is it just me? Is it Echikun? Is it a culture shock? Or just a gap that could cause by everything? Ich weiss aber nicht mehr.
I think I found my favorite classical music genre. I fancy the Russian musicians and their music. :D How it flow, and all their personal feelings. It contains all kinds of mood, and the tone... Wonderful. Like Tchaikovsky, and Rachmaninoff. I went to a concert yesterday morning, and just about when I was gonna buy the tickets, a very nice lady asked if I want her extra tickets (two!). Thank you Mrs. LL for you kindness. I hope you enjoyed the concert, and God bless you. :) (OH, Ming was there too! Can't believe I missed her XO)
I think I should write my college apps essays now.... so my ranting will just end here. XD
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