phatedeath

it's gonna be a bumpy night.




任何事經過愛的渲染,
就不會簡單.


1.
跟J男在情人節前聊天.

他說:其實我很想go out with you.
(意思:其實我很想跟你交往)

哈哈,I'm really flattered.
我之前就拒絕你一次你還喜歡我

J:You're really awesome. And you're super nice to me.
T:Thanks, i'm really flattered. but i don't think there's anything awesome about me.

J:well 1.youre asian 2.glasses! 3.you try to understand what i mean 4.you often make me laugh 5.youre fun
(請忽略文法錯誤)

lol,赫密斯也喜歡戴眼鏡的女生XD
(我好像都是喜歡沒戴眼鏡的...)

還好我拒絕他的理由很正當= =
不然我會覺得很尷尬(囧)



2.

對MH
好吧也許是個huge crush
但crush畢竟就是crush!!!!

崇拜
對我而言是一種很熟悉的情感

老實說,
就算她抽weed,
我也不在乎跟她交往.
(這把赫拉跟赫密斯嚇壞了XD)

She's so hot
很有個性
it's not just special,
it's unique.

I admire her.


赫密斯喜歡嘲笑我多麼喜歡MH
我試著掩飾,"我只是...喜歡她外表而已!"
她笑著回"yeah right,你才不是那種人呢~"

yay,所以她認為我不是外貌協會的:D



3.

赫拉一直說
我要主動 我要表現我的愛

I object.

I gave my love,
但妳推開我.
妳說,妳對他還沒over,無法接受下一個戀情.
在我眼中,妳的初戀情節仍在作祟,
每個人都知道他是個混蛋
就只有妳看不清

我還愛妳
但我不知道妳到底要什麼
so just let it be
我們,就先暫停.

you probably will think that i don't love you anymore,
no.

I love you still.
一直對妳主動,我很累.

to tell the truth,
i'm still waiting for you....


Now,我試著找到最好的方法對待妳...
思考著,我對妳而言到底是什麼?



4.

我一直在思考我到底對正妹over了沒


每次翻看那些回憶,
總會沉默的激昂.

for some point, 妳那句道歉我也許永遠無法接受.
but on the other hand,也許我也永遠無法get over妳.