phatedeath

I DID it.

四月九日二零零九年,


第二節下課的break,
圖書館.

我對MH表白了.



she's calm on the outside, but nervous in the inside.
she said she'll read the stuff i wrote her (the list).
she said we can still be friends.


but of course most of the times, it was me doing the talking.
she just looked at me and nodded. and looked at me...


she's so beautiful. and cute.
her hair. her eyes. her expression.
her voice...

how she walked and how she moved...




i kinda feel better now.

一種舒坦.


and i'm glad tomorrow is a half day,
so i wont get to see her that much tomorrow...


i do. i do really like her.





ugh, after I did it, I was like, "OMG i finally f---ing did it!"




Anyways.

YES I TOLD HER I LIKE HER!!!



"I really like you."









(這是我人生,第一次真正主動的告白...)



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更新:

今天晚上時,她在myspace傳一封message來 :)

我果然沒有喜歡/admire錯人
she's really...awesome.


I feel so happy right now.
not overwhelmed, just... satisfied with life.

Thank you.

I really, really like you.